TIME TO FLY
GOING FORWARD
Monday, October 11, 2010
Friday, October 8, 2010
THIS IS FOR YOU JUBY HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM YOUR MOM.I WANTED TO GIVE YOU A GIFT FROM MY HEART, THAT'S ALL I HAVE MY HEART. I WANT TO TELL YOU ABOUT A BEAUTIFUL DAY, YOUR BIRTH AND HOW YOU WERE PLACED IN MY ARMS. IT IS A STORY OF FAITH AND CHARITY, AND COURAGE. IT IS YOUR STORY
I WAS TOLD BY THE DR. THAT I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO HAVE ANY MORE CHILDREN, BUT FOR TWO YEARS I HAD THE SAME DREAM OVER AND OVER THERE WAS A LITTLE BLOND GIRL THAT WAS RUNNING IN A FIELD SHE WOULD COME RIGHT UP TO ME AND SAY, " WHEN I COME TAKE ME I'M YOURS" SO I WAS CONFUSED BECAUSE I KNEW SHE HAD NOT COME YET. A GIRL I KNEW NAMED DEBBIE CAME TO SEE ME SHE WAS PREGNANT SHE WALKED IN AND SAID, "THE BABY I AM CARRYING IS YOURS, I HAVE NEVER PRAYED BUT GOD TOLD ME THIS WAS YOUR BABY", SHE HAD FLOWN OVER FROM HAWAII WHERE SHE WAS LIVING AT THE TIME. AFTER SEVERAL MONTHS OF PRAYER I STILL DID NOT KNOW IF YOU WERE MINE, THINGS WERE HARD FOR US AT THIS TIME, YOUR DAD WAS OUT OF WORK THERE WAS VERY LITTLE MONEY FROM ME TEACHING DANCE, IT WAS NOT A GOOD TIME TO ADOPT A BABY. I WENT RUNNING IN THE DESERT AND I WAS PRAYING IT STARTED TO RAIN TEARS STREAMED DOWN MY FACE AND I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND THERE I RECEIVED THE ANSWER THAT YOU HAD BEEN CHOSEN FROM THE BEGINNING TO BE MINE. YOUR DAD SAID HOW WILL WE BUY MILK AND DIAPERS AND CLOTHES? I SAID I DO NT KNOW BUT IT WILL BE OK. ALL OF THOSE THINGS WERE PROVIDED FOR, THE DR. THOUGHT YOU WERE A BOY. I WATCHED YOU BE BORN, DEBBIE PLACED YOU IN MY ARMS AND SAID , "MY GIFT TO YOU, YOUR BABY GIRL' THE DR. AND I CRIED. DEBBIE KNEW ME WHEN THE TWINS DIED AND SHE THOUGHT GOD HAD BEEN UNFAIR TO ME. YOU WERE A GIFT AND I CHERISH YOU, WE WENT EVERY WHERE TOGETHER WE HIKED AND BIKED AND SANG TOGETHER, WE WERE LITTLE SOUL MATES, YOU LAUGHED ALL THE TIME EVERY ONE LOVED BEING WITH YOU. WHEN YOU WERE ABOUT THREE YOU WERE OUT IN A FIELD, I CALLED FOR YOU AND YOU CAME RUNNING WITH A BIG SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND THERE IT WAS THE DREAM IT WAS THE SAME I SAT DOWN ON THE STEPS AND YOU THREW YOUR ARMS AROUND MY NECK AND I SAID, "I WANT TO TELL YOU A STORY ABOUT HOW GOD CHOSE YOU TO BE MINE" YOU WOULD ASK ME EVERY NIGHT TO TELL YOU THE STORY. My wish for you that there is hope on the horizon, let faith take the lead have dreams to reach , and angels to guide you,to have kindness to share just reach see heavens hand and mine this is what I hope for, for you. Love Mom XXXO
I WAS TOLD BY THE DR. THAT I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO HAVE ANY MORE CHILDREN, BUT FOR TWO YEARS I HAD THE SAME DREAM OVER AND OVER THERE WAS A LITTLE BLOND GIRL THAT WAS RUNNING IN A FIELD SHE WOULD COME RIGHT UP TO ME AND SAY, " WHEN I COME TAKE ME I'M YOURS" SO I WAS CONFUSED BECAUSE I KNEW SHE HAD NOT COME YET. A GIRL I KNEW NAMED DEBBIE CAME TO SEE ME SHE WAS PREGNANT SHE WALKED IN AND SAID, "THE BABY I AM CARRYING IS YOURS, I HAVE NEVER PRAYED BUT GOD TOLD ME THIS WAS YOUR BABY", SHE HAD FLOWN OVER FROM HAWAII WHERE SHE WAS LIVING AT THE TIME. AFTER SEVERAL MONTHS OF PRAYER I STILL DID NOT KNOW IF YOU WERE MINE, THINGS WERE HARD FOR US AT THIS TIME, YOUR DAD WAS OUT OF WORK THERE WAS VERY LITTLE MONEY FROM ME TEACHING DANCE, IT WAS NOT A GOOD TIME TO ADOPT A BABY. I WENT RUNNING IN THE DESERT AND I WAS PRAYING IT STARTED TO RAIN TEARS STREAMED DOWN MY FACE AND I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND THERE I RECEIVED THE ANSWER THAT YOU HAD BEEN CHOSEN FROM THE BEGINNING TO BE MINE. YOUR DAD SAID HOW WILL WE BUY MILK AND DIAPERS AND CLOTHES? I SAID I DO NT KNOW BUT IT WILL BE OK. ALL OF THOSE THINGS WERE PROVIDED FOR, THE DR. THOUGHT YOU WERE A BOY. I WATCHED YOU BE BORN, DEBBIE PLACED YOU IN MY ARMS AND SAID , "MY GIFT TO YOU, YOUR BABY GIRL' THE DR. AND I CRIED. DEBBIE KNEW ME WHEN THE TWINS DIED AND SHE THOUGHT GOD HAD BEEN UNFAIR TO ME. YOU WERE A GIFT AND I CHERISH YOU, WE WENT EVERY WHERE TOGETHER WE HIKED AND BIKED AND SANG TOGETHER, WE WERE LITTLE SOUL MATES, YOU LAUGHED ALL THE TIME EVERY ONE LOVED BEING WITH YOU. WHEN YOU WERE ABOUT THREE YOU WERE OUT IN A FIELD, I CALLED FOR YOU AND YOU CAME RUNNING WITH A BIG SMILE ON YOUR FACE AND THERE IT WAS THE DREAM IT WAS THE SAME I SAT DOWN ON THE STEPS AND YOU THREW YOUR ARMS AROUND MY NECK AND I SAID, "I WANT TO TELL YOU A STORY ABOUT HOW GOD CHOSE YOU TO BE MINE" YOU WOULD ASK ME EVERY NIGHT TO TELL YOU THE STORY. My wish for you that there is hope on the horizon, let faith take the lead have dreams to reach , and angels to guide you,to have kindness to share just reach see heavens hand and mine this is what I hope for, for you. Love Mom XXXO
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